overanalyzed perplexity.

woah a lot happened this weekend. On saturday my best friends Tori and Harley and I set out along to no return(i wish) to Fredericksburg VA. We saw our boys "hoes and housewives" preform. At first we felt a little weird and awkward because nobody moshes to the first band-__- but we DGAF. :) It was a lot of fun supporting our boys and showing people how to really move at a show. The thing I love about Harley and Tori is that there's no drama. No confusion. It's just us, and we forget about all our worries and just live when we're together. We do things together i'd never do alone. When we're at concerts and the breakdown's immense and we're just moshing unaware of our presence but still feeling amazing. It's an ineffably incredible experience. I look back in hindsight and it just seems soo..extraordinary, you know, that we could meet so many people, and form a bond with them through the passion of music. I love Tori's positive attitude and friendly demeanor, she's so accepting, I could talk to her for hours, and never get bored. She's an amazing sister;) and an incredible friend. <3 I love Harley's passion and enthusiasm towards life. I love that she looks into the depths of things and really understands the world. she doesn't care what anyone thinks, and just goes for what she wants,she's the most alive person I know. we spent the rest of the day moshing and grinding;) and being little groupies that we are. On the ride home we jammed/moshed/twerked to every song on the radio. Such a good time. And Jacob's band is awesome:D We chilled at Harley's house for a while,and then went to mine, we chilled with jacob and eric and charles and moshed/grinded and twerked some more. Laurel came over around eleven and chilled with us some, then we went to Party All Night which was okay, trippin' when Green asked if I was on X. hahaha. Orange was a blast. Harley and I kept joking around about the crue. :) It was really interesting when Laurel showed up because time slowed..sounds weird. But it seems like whenever im around her time slows, it's so surreal. almost feels too real. Like i'm being pulled into a story i'm not directing. ineffable. After party all night we went to my house and talked a little,Laurel went home, and tori and harley and I laughed and talked til like 7. The weekend ended with work the next day. But it was all beautiful.

OH WANTED TO GIVE A SHOUTOUT TO LAUREN BERKELEY,YOU'RE AMAZING. WE'RE HAVING AN AWESOME CONVO RIGHT NOW. I LOVE YOU.