California's Burning

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Drunken Sobriety

it's funny you know..sometimes the things you want the most don't happen and what you least expect happens...... I don't know - you meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you. And then you meet one person and your life is changed...forever. I met you once,last night. The truth is, I haven't been able to get you off my mind. Maybe it was because my judgement was impaired but I really felt a connection. And it's interesting you know, being with you, I didn't feel like me. I felt like a better version of myself.Its ridiculous I know I mean who can say that about a person they just met? Because this isn't about connection for you. This isn't even about intimacy for you. This is about finding an hour or two of relief from the pain of being you. And that's fine with me, see, because all I want is the exact same thing. But in such a short time of being with you, you did a lot. It sounds cliche but you taught me how to live again..Sometimes I forget who I am or what I am capable of, "I've never known anyone who actually believe that I was enough until I met you. And then you made me believe it too. " I've only been able to say that about two people..but i'm starting to see things differently. It was veryyyyy nice meeting you,thank you, and I hope to see you again someday :-D
btwwwww:you have a really nice smile :)
sources:Love and other drugs;)

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