Lost in an old scene

Today I took an alternate route, a route that was familiar to me only a year ago. I remember the first day I saw you, we made eye contact across the room, Intrigued by your bright piercing green eyes I paid more attention, I saw you show a newspaper you wrote to Mrs.Lindbloom. I was so intrigued by a person of your age writing their own newspaper. And that was it, we started talking, became friends, we could talk about anything. you were so mature and incredibly more intelligent than anyone I had ever met.Blinded by your charm, wit, and intelligence I slowly fell in love with you. It ended in tragedy, but I remember how it felt to wake up in the morning, and look forward to every moment I spent with you, It broke my heart to loose you, but my love for you got me through it. Today I saw you again, it was brief but it meant a lot. You wrote your number on my hand with the hope of us reconnecting but we both know it won't happen. Gravity drew me toward you, and I 'll always believe there was a reason behind that. You showed me so much about myself, you allowed me to become the best possible version of myself, and best of all, you taught me how to love. I could never forget you, but I see us in our new lives and I can see that we've moved on, We're happy and things are back to the way they used to be. But for one year they were different, I got to feel what it was like to be in love, and the beauty that comes along with it. It was hell dealing with the pain, but you know I think there's some truth in the statement "and some of the hardest times in your life end up becoming the best." I not only learned the concept of story last year but I lived it. You left me a completely different person that when you found me, and to me that will always be enough. Today when I looked into your eyes I remember feeling so in love with you, when you were the all the reasons I am and I missed it. I was lost in an old scene and when you left i snapped back into reality. But i've learned to let go, I have some pretty amazing friends that helped me. I wrote this perhaps for some closure but also to remember, I never want to regret how you made me feel,ever. We've moved on and grew apart but that's life. Good luck to you and don't ever change, because you have the power to move and guide people through words and writing, I think that's what made me fall in love with you, our passion for words brought us together unfortunately a three word statement from myself tore us apart. I will always love you, thank you for everything, and I can't wait for you to fall in love someday.