random things about me

1. I'm always thirsty and hungry, it's never satisfied. And it's painful.
2. I'm always paranoid that i'm sick or suffering from some form of an illness.
3. I feel really uncomfortable around 94% of people, and i'll usually note this by being extremely quiet.
4. I always feel inadequate or not good enough.
5. I never actually say what i'm thinking, only what I want you to know.
6.I spend a good majority of my life in hindsight.
7. I'm extremely sensitive about my religious beliefs and one comment can send me into doubting.
8. I have this odd fear of boring people, so I try my best to make conversation, but sometimes it fails and I get really upset.
9. My mind is never where you'd expect it to be.
10. I like guys who are really opinionated/have strong moral values.
11. I get offended really easily.
12. I'm afraid of growing up.
13. There's only one person in this world who I can fully trust.
14. I have really bad identitity issues, although I try to make it seem like I have it figured out.
15. June 11th 2008 is a really important date to me.
16. I wish I was a better writer.
17. A pet peeve of mine is when i'm on the phone with someone and they say they have to go.
18. My tummy is constantly in pain but i've learned to ignore the feeling.
19. I wish I could just leave 75% of the time.
20.Gender roles/ sexuality confuses me.
21. I love sleeping.
22. I love movies/stories more than anything.
23. I love psychology and philosophy.
24. Whenver i'm tired I get angry.
25. I'm a recluse by nature and prefer to be alone, but I always feel bad when i'm alone so i've learned to always surround myself with people.
26. I hate games.
27. I love summer
28. I'm afraid I won't get into college/have a future.
29. If i'm staring into space it means I want to be alone.
30. I love being in love.
31. I'm tired of talking about myself so I am going to end this :)